I try so damn hard everytime. I’m trying so damn hard with school and trying to still have a job and trying to get good marks and trying to make everyone happy along with myself and its just so hard and ah i cant do it.

even if i was worth a million dollars no one would want me lol

blame me.

i wonder if anyone is scared of losing me.

My brother is listening to bruno mars…………………………………………….

I love dedications. Whether it’s a song, a poem, a story anything. Makes me so happy and feel so alive.

hospitals are so draining, so glad to be home.

Kind of just realised i actually don’t have a life unless i make the effort.

Hate knowing someone close to you is hurt, just want to take them away to a better place and give them what they really deserve. sigh.

He’s perfect. Perfect for me.

I’m so scared of being forgotten, or people getting bored of me and they end up leaving. They will leave and i know it, everyone always leaves. Everyone.

does anyone ever have that really really sad ‘fuck it’ mood for no apparent reason and nothing happened to make you like this but you just are??? no?? ok 

Where are all the pray for boston posts now? lol

Why don’t people understand that you can be upset without knowing why?

I’m setting myself up for a disastrous breakdown.